count on me_______we'll be friends forever_______

for ina
Thursday, Apr. 20, 2006@6:45 p.m..

any-whoo..I read the chat-logs between you and *ahem*

>:P I KNEW IT! you did tell him! D-uh! of course obvious na kasi magkakilala kayo...but I saw the proof!

so, I felt bad about ignoring him...BUT his constant presence was suffocating me!!

INA! don't ever ever tell him this! I swear!

I do like him. hello! you and I talked about it. and he is moving fast and the whole i-love-you thing is totally bull if you ask me since he can't even say it to my face.

and I feel guilty about the Shangri-la thing and how he waited there the whole time. pero tanga rin naman siya eh! why'd he go there without confirmation?!

and this is what bothers me...parang around my friends, he acts like my boyfriend, saying to one friend of mine, Peachy, that "we don't keep secrets from each other" daw!

napatingin sa akin friend ko and I had this O_O expression sa eyes ko.

and I hope you stop saying that be patient. mamaya things won't work out talaga between us.

I mean, he's great! he's the sweetest person. but he's just too good to be true. parang, with him (even though, I know he doesn't mean it) but he thinks I'm this perfect person. kaya when I explode or whatever, parang, he's all shocked.

and usually, right, ins, when I'm all bad mood, ako mismo yung the one who'll go to you guys or whatever when I'm ready...pero siya eh...ANG KUUUUULIIT talaga!

like the last day? I was super annoyed because my dad was bad mood and that means the Bicol thing was totally out of his mind na since he had other things to think about...but he kept trying to ask what's wrong!

he couldn't take a hint!

and there's this thing about how he keeps saying that I'm sure that I can go through life without him...

WHA~AT?!?!

and, right? one of my previous entries state that I love what's going on in my life right now?

YES
I do.

I love my relationship with my family. Once again I'm Dean's Lister, and I like how even though I'm not doing anything this summer (yes, no Bicol :(() I'm doing stuff such as playing badminton with my friends, and how I'm slowly starting to get all sport-oriented...and so, I've never been one who needed to be in a relationship ever before...

sure, paminsan-minsan, I think about it especially during Pia's debut and Carlo did that for her, pero, I think I can survive naman eh.

I was never one who depended or blossomed at the attention of a guy.

I guess, I was flattered because of all the attention I was getting from him...pero I feel bad because parang I was leading him on...

and all the the conflicts happening because of him between me and friends, I can do without.

I was talking to my cousin during the Holy Week, and she, being the much experienced and older person, told me not to get all caught up with the kiligness of it all.

pa-COOL lang daw ako.

but the situation's new with me! I can't get any information from my older sister...HELLO?! ako nga ginagamit niyang experiment eh...para she'll use me as her excuse when it comes to her turn trying to do stuff.

and I was thinking of writing a letter like you did. but I got a NO even before I could type the dear Dad

*haay*

am I truly a MARIA CLARA, ins? like, can you give me examples how I am one?! :p

I feel the need| to break free

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