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Fil-English
Friday, May. 26, 2006@4:29 p.m..

*sigh*

haay naku ;_; nakaka-stress naman!!!! like I don't have enough to worry about (well, actually, la eh XP aside from the minor things regarding the upcoming school year) pero when I thought I was slightly worry-FREE...medj...hindi pala ;_;

I understand that all familie's aren't perfect and that the dream of WORLD PEACE will be reached once everyone likes each other--something, I am most certain, that won't happen in this life time, buuuuuuutt...is it naive of me to think so?

*sigh*

any-who...I won't mention names or the "who's" or the "what's" in my kwento but I just feel the need to let it all out.

(forgive my filipino, feel free to correct me, but it sounds more gender-elusive if I speak it as such. notice how many songs in Filipino can be sung by either male or female? aliw, noh? Ü)

maraming beses ko na parating kinocomplain about a certain person and how I feel extremely bad kung ikinukumpara ako sa kanya...and for the longest time, siya ang pinagiisipan kong masamang tao...yung kontrabida sa buhay ko...

pero, nung nakita ko siyang umiyak kagabi, gustong-gusto ko sanang tanongin kung bakit siya umiiyak...pero hindi naman pwede kasi usapang matanda yun...at kahit na 18years old na ako, ang tinging nila sa akin ay bata pa (that is an altogether different topic, which deserves a different entry to rant about).

pero kani-kanina lamang, kinausap niya ako, sabi pa nga niya na dapat naman namin malaman dahil matatanda na kami...and sa akin lang, I think kinailangan talaga niya ilabas ang kanyang masamang loob kasi hindi niya ata nailubusang nailabas kagabi.

okay lang...kaya lang, dahil sa mga sinabi niya sa akin, umiba kaagad agad ang aking point-of-view sa sitwasyon na nangyayari sa aming pamilya.

(switch to Fil-English :)) nahihilo na kasi ako just trying to think of ways to make kwento without giving myself away...)

any-who. my support goes to the one who needs it the most. to the one I've been neglecting because of...stupidity...and I think that that person needs me the most right now, no matter what other people say.

and that's that.

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onga pala...who are you dreamyguy?

I feel the need| to break free

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