count on me_______we'll be friends forever_______

missing you...
Friday, Sept. 08, 2006@10:45 p.m..

mom told dad about my trouble with my college friends..she's a mom. I guess I never told her not to involve dad in it.

she saw me crying kasi over the phone. she thought naman that I was crying over my grades. but nope..althought it's VERY important, I have great value for friends (something I keep telling jules but does he listen??) and I don't want to lose them.

I miss pia. I miss cheng. I miss ina. I miss anna. I miss tara. I miss mica. I miss pam. I miss yla. I miss christa.

I just miss my high school friends.

I was going over my previous starbucks planner, and I was reading all the notes that mica or patch or that prank note christa gave me (which was just all about Mikael[?] her Valentine or whatever) and natamaan talaga ako ng nostalgia.

shet. napaiyak nalang ako basta basta. And I had this really painful feeling sa chest ko because parang I somehow knew na friends like that can't be found in college.

it's not as easy as it looks.

anyway, I'm home for the weekend and I'm back to being swamped. I have so many things to do...which is why I'm in front of the computer right now. I'm researching. Every week (not like my adver dorm-mate who has plates EVERY day) may plate kami.

ano ba naman kasi?? it's not like I can finish that weekly plate in a few short hours.

mehn. I miss PBK. I miss TANGLE. I miss the Oyster Table...

*sniff*

maybe it's the fact that I'm not surrounded by people that I love and who love me back...maybe that's why ganito ako ngayon. ever since naman nagsimula kaming mag-dorm...I miss my family sobra.

I feel the need| to break free

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gbook blues - Sunday, Sept. 09, 2007
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